Secret

I am hidding in the dark.

Without you I feel so lonely.
I'm not trying to be self-centered but,
Loving you is harder than I thought.
Losing hope, I sure am.

And what do you do?
Life is hard, that I know but,
Why do you have to be so harsh?
A simple moment with you makes me happy.
Yes, I am that kind of guy.
Still you don't trust me.

Lying won't help.
On my way I am to a safer place.
Videos of our past,
Escape from my memory.

You are cold,
Or you just wanted to be?
Ugly truth or beautiful lie?